-Tuesday, November 30, 2004-Tuesday, November 30, 2004 Y
Finally i can get the hold of the com! Well i juz recovered from hockey yesterday. Mr Samad reali pushed us hard. Actuali I'm kinda unfit rite now. If I can show a graph here on my stamina, u will see a very sharp point falling down. This tells us, I mean me, dat my stamina is in pretty bad condition. Buck up fizah! Firstly, Mr Samad said that im in the world of my own. Coz i didnt listen to wat he said. To be honest here, i cant see my mistakes in dribbling the ball. Hehe. But after he told me why, i still tink it isnt a big deal tho..Yesterday's hockey, he told me dat evrythng is about attitude and blah blah blah..So i gues he's trying to say dat i got attitude probs. Aiyoh! Still got time to critic me seh...We were parnerted togedder during the passing and receiving of ball thru the cones. Hmm..Wat is there for me to say? I was tired already. He didn't giv us the chance to stop and hav a break.. Fine.. Why am i complaining btw? Niwae its my fault overall for not practising at home and since my stamina drops drastically I'll get tired easily for sure..Haiz.. Can't blame me rite for dat? This is wen Eileen my fren comes in handy. Haha. Eileen!! I nd to run and I nd U to help me in dat! And this is still our hari raya season wat?! How the heck can i get the time to train on my stamina? Gues I hav to work on dat too...
-Friday, November 19, 2004-Friday, November 19, 2004 Y
I haTe mAseLf !! Ma results are atrocious! Wat can I say...i juz met ma principal and damn I hate her man! She is one abnoxious person i tell ya... The one dat never listens to others... Well i maself isn't dat good either.. Did not study as hard as I supposed to do.. But no use crying over spilt milk.. wats done couldn't be undone.. If I had to retain den I have to.. But from now onwards, i'm not goin to disappoint maself for the second time.. gonna work extra harder dis time round.. If possible I wan to get superb results next year in year 1.. I wanna be the bez among the bez and not the bez among the worst... Dis is a promise...
-Wednesday, November 17, 2004-Wednesday, November 17, 2004 Y
kekekekkeke...I'm watchin S'pore Idol...the first audition..wakakakakakakkakaka...cannot the tahan lehz..haiz..u guyz still remember the "lemon tree". I wonder how i wonder why..yesterday u told me about the blue blue sky..and all dat i can see is juz the yellow lemon treeeee....wakakakakaka..and i wonder i wonder i wonder how i wonder why.......and all dat i can see...and all dat i can see..and all dat i can see is juz a yellow lemon treeeee...nice move kelvin!! hahakz...k fine...im soOo bad huh?wakakakka..
wateva it is...taufik will be ma idol..haiz..still remember the first audition he went to?they said he was arrogant and over-confidence..Well does it matter?wat matter most is his talent. den followed by his fans. Not the personal grudges the judges have against him..i almost tot dat they are discriminating the Malays. However he finalli got into the audition..yipee! soOo its not a surprise to see him in the top 3. U go Taufik!
-Friday, November 12, 2004-Friday, November 12, 2004 Y
Yay!! im done wit my painting..haha..Get ready to celebrate! Marhaban Ya Marhaban Ya Syawal..hehe..
Keinsafan Di Hari Raya
Bila Ramadhan menjelma
Kita pun menyambut bulan puasa
Dengan penuh kesedaran
Serta keinsafan kita puasa
Syukur pada Yang Maha Esa
Di atas segala pemberian Nya
Kini syawal pun menjelma
Kita bergembira meraikannya
Dengan pakaian yang indah
Di dalam suasana sungguh meriah
Zakat fitrah jangan di lupa
Tanda kita bersaudara
Insan yang mulia
Di... dalam suasana takbir bergema
Kita bersyukur
Di... atas rahmat Nya
Dengan segala puji bagi Nya
Insaflah kita di hari raya
Hari mulia
-Wednesday, November 10, 2004-Wednesday, November 10, 2004 Y
Oh no! I'm in a great trouble!! First thng, my bro discovered dat im in contact wit guyz..there r 2 whom i sms. Hafiz and Rahman..im not a gerl hu has no moral values.Am NOT bitchy, flirty n a bimbo k?I got pride too..Fine! Maybe its me hu make thngs worse..its true dat i msg dem back..but reali we got nothin to do wit each other..we r juz frens..not more den dat..
But how can i explain dat to my mum and especially my bro?!there's nothin dat i can help to defend myself..sob..sob..All bcoz i msg dem not once but A LOT of times..Dats it..i giv up..there's no more hope for me i gues..i lost their trust...i'll end here..
-Tuesday, November 09, 2004-Tuesday, November 09, 2004 Y
Breaking fast with frens can be reali entertaining..But actuali dere's more to it..
Today was e day i finali break fast with ma frens..Well i got to walk ard geylang for the first time dis yr..i was wearing p.e. tshirt and jeans coz i juz gt back frm hockey.
Speaking of hockey..it was nice..nice..nice...but tiring ah..as usual ah..Im lacking of sleep!!
Durin my walk there, I saw too much of maksiats..i hate dat reali! dats me..I went out wif fadz,dewi,ana,nazirah,azmi n of course hafiz..yes we were hav'g quite a lot of fun but bcuz of the environment dis will be the first n the last day ill be goin out wif frens..i reached home late (in my mom's philosophy)..its kinda difficult to get ur mother's trust at times..and nobody wud wan to break dat trust..haiz..dis is life wen u're a gerl..
-Monday, November 08, 2004-Monday, November 08, 2004 Y
Hmm...i've juz scolded ma sis..wakakakakakaka....fine im a bad gerl..cant bliv ma grandma still wakes me up in the dawn even tho she noes dat im not fasting..she's afraid dat ill go starve and sick during the day coz i didn't eat.Com'on i got great energies k?Im a strong gerl..hehe..
I'm reali tired nowadays...its all bcoz of cleaning the hse chores again and again.Dis is wat happens wen u got a toddler at hm.All she noes is to mess up the hse.Argh!!Besides dat i oso painted the hse.Finali i continue painting.haha..Painting is not an easy job!U hav to cram ur neck to look up to ceiling while holding the bulky roller to paint the hse.See?! Tiring rite?!
Wenever there's a bad moment, there's owaes a gd one too.Finally my mom allows me to go out to break fast wit ma fren (even tho im not fasting..hehe..). Being a gerl in the family,esp wen ure the oldest gerl among ur siblings, i tend to hav dis kind of probs a lot of times!Dat is, goin out with frens..there owaes be objections!
But thank God dsi time round im allowed to go out wit ma frens.Im goin to meet Hafiz tmr!Long time no see him..could b bz with his ns..reali lookin forward for tmr..hehe..
-Saturday, November 06, 2004-Saturday, November 06, 2004 Y
hmm...today will be my first day of my new blog account..yeah dats it..