Piink Butterfly.

-Sunday, May 29, 2005-Sunday, May 29, 2005 Y

Hmm... finali i decided to post sumting here.

Today, I sent Mama, Lala and Eus to the airport. And not forgetting my cuz's family... Well, they were off to Saudi Arabia, which is the Jeddah first followed by Madina today. Wta can i sae... I'M SO0O LONELY! I'm gonna miz dem so0o much.. Without my Mom ard is like being in an empty hse. Empty and dilapidated hse. Hu's gonna yell at me? Put up jokes? Help me do my chores? I'm missing her so dearly... I wonder how m i goin to survive for 2 wks without her ard...

Hey grow up, Fizah! Yupz.. I shud reali GROW UP! I'm not an 8-yr-old kid, im 18 yrs old! 18 ok! But i still depend fully on my Mom... I mean im not workin yet. Neither hav i ended my education life yet. So its not wrong for missing my Mom rite?

Its ok.. I tink at least i can concentrate on my studies wen they're not ard. At least I can use the com 'almost' all to myself.. My 16-yr-old sis and I were left behind. We did not go for Umrah. Guess I'm the 'head' of the family for now lah. Wouldnt it be tough? HAiz.. I juz hav to go thru dis...

relax... I got onli 2 wks to go... I can survive... I tink...

I ♥ Pink & Stars!

-Wednesday, May 04, 2005-Wednesday, May 04, 2005 Y

Hmm... We defeated e JJC. I don noe by hw many runs but we scored quite a few.. Thank God I scored 2 runs out of 3 bats. But it was reali my luck ah.. The pitcher damn horrible lah. Keep hitting our batters - and dat includes ME! In actual fact, I was relieved dat it hit me. I don hav to reali hit e ball. The bez part was dat i gt a free base! HEhe..

Like I said juz now, I scored 2 out of 3 runs. The last one wasnt reali my fault lah. Dis former TPJ guy wen there to "coach" us. He asked me to run to home base wen it was reali impossible. I was reluctant actuali to run to home coz I was damn tired lah.. I don tink I can manage a run. In the end i was kicked out wen i realised dat I was touched wen I step down to 3rd base. But i don feel bad coz... we WON the game! Hehe..

I also realised dat i didnt bat with my max. energy. Dat was horrible~

Another thing was dat, coach said to me dat if he cud do one thing, he wudnt wan me wear jersey no 13. Come on lah.. 13 is my fav no kz?! Basketball jersey - 13 (2 yrs kz..!). Class jersey - 13. And now softball jersey - 13! But i don exactly like jersey nos. dat gd players use. I prefer to hav sumting dat nobody wud ever tot of it. Well, I'm wrong... But for now, I reali luv my jersey no. Sori coach, I wont change! Lol..

Well, its a gd thing tho'. Dis trivial stuff cn reali motivate me to e max! I feel like puttin' a lot of effort in dis cca. And I wanna join ninja-do! Cant wait! Dis time rnd, I gt apretty gd reason to join. I mean for my own purpose lah. Not a reason for my mom to agree to it tho'.. Its ok fiz! U cn try. Nvr try, nvr noe rite? Hehe..

I ♥ Pink & Stars!

-Sunday, May 01, 2005-Sunday, May 01, 2005 Y

We lost to RJ by 4 runs yesterday. But its ok coz we played gd. Dats wat evryone tot. And so did coach. But e bad news was dat, our principal cant be bothered to support our protest game wit NYJ. It looks like we oreadi lost to dem.. Which means dat we will gt in the 5th position among e six schs.. Haiz..

Wadeva it is.. I still gt nxt yr to improve on my skills.. Yupz.. don b disheartened fizah! U cn do it gal! -W!

Besides dat, I oreadi plan to join ninja-do in June. Cant wait seh! It'll be damn interesting I hope.. So I nd to save ma own money to do so.. Ma mom as usual, despise me joining sum guys' stuff. Well i wuldnt say its a guy's stuff. ill take it as a self-defense. Once i start my trg, gues i hav to start reschedule my self timetable. I nd to manage my time in order to pass my promos.

Pls let me pass!

I ♥ Pink & Stars!