-Thursday, June 02, 2005-Thursday, June 02, 2005 Y
Cant bliv im getting the rashes back! I tot I cn survive by joining softball... n I noe I can... Hmm.. I juz hope my skin will juz turn back to its normal state. This is wat happen wen one has eczema. The sweat produced by the body will juz irritate one's skin and makes it itchy. And I will owaes scratch it each time it gets ithcy. haiz.. I got no control of myself...
I wonder why I cant control myself... I cant aim properly, neither can i toss properly. And im tokin abt my softball trg here. I'm not sure whether todae's trg went well or not.. i gt compliments from coach as well as critics.
He complimented dat i can swing further and harder. In other words, trying to say dat i gt strong arms. And i cud oso hit home run if i were given more trgs.
However he oso said dat i toss atrociously! I cant even toss like a few centimetres away from e batter! Dat is totali horrendous! But e few tosses at the end, i managed to improvise myself. And i did. Juz dat coach didnt see me improved. so sad..
Well dats not e point... The point is dat i tink i'm feelin lonely.. I juz feel like breaking down now... There's sumting missing in my life but i cant figure out wat issit. I juz hate it wen i gt dis sensation!
I miss U, Mama. And I miss u too Lala. And I miss e holy place on earth, Mecca. And i'm crying.
I ♥ Pink & Stars!
Star PrincessY
Nurhafizah a.k.a Fizah
25 April 1987
SIM - RMIT
Bachelor of Business Management (BBMFT)
Msn: gues_hu87@hotmail.com
Wish Upon The StarsY
Travel to nice scenery countries
Degree
Full time job
Talk To The StarY
Watch your thoughts; they become words.
Watch your words; they become actions.
Watch your actions; they become habits.
Watch your habits; they become character.
Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.
*Frank Outlaw*