Piink Butterfly.

-Tuesday, June 10, 2008-Tuesday, June 10, 2008 Y

Angry people.
Here and there.
Everywhere.
You can never miss them.
After one had their worst day,
they vented their anger on someone else that comes in their way.
Or they juz want to find fault on the nitty gritty stuff.

Am i complaining?

No.
Juz observing how people behave.

Then I realized there is a self-projection here!
I'm one of them!
But luckily i've come to realize it for after 3/4 of the day.
So there are some things that we cant blame others.
It is some inner emotions that we juz have to release it.
Never, never suppress your anger.
If u've got to release it, do it now.
Otherwise, it'll get worse.

One strength I have is that I can bear all the whatnots behaviours.
Of other people.
I can smile at how they burst in rage.
I can even pacify them.
Do anything to the extent they actually cooled down.

However one great weakness that I have is,
I can never do the same with my family.

What is the difference?!

I don't get it.

Some soul reflection for myself:
1. This is just another test from God.
- God will never test us beyond our capabilities.
- So it is a good thing. One step up to another level.
2. This happened because it is preparing me for a bigger and tougher obstacles in the future.
3. Everything happens for a reason. Be it good or bad.
(That's what I told those who seek for an advice or consoling)
4. Besides, there are always someone who will bring laughter to my rainy days.

I guess things do not always turn out yo be the best but rather it's how you make the best out of how things turn up.

Bismillah.

I ♥ Pink & Stars!

-Monday, June 09, 2008-Monday, June 09, 2008 Y

Alrite.
I got half an hour to write.
I'm still at work.

Ok.
I failed my TP again.
Pretty sad.
I cried.
As the tester gave me my results.
Can't bliv I did not improve a single bit in my points!
No immediate failure still.
A lot of minor points tho.
Improvement in wobblings.
Additonal demerite points for poor acceleration.
Aargh!!

Somebody tell me why is this happening to me?!
Everyone whom i knew, who took e TP after me, passed oredi.
Now im still stuck at CDC.
Seeing the instructors all over again.

I'm tired.
I wan to have my own transport.
Now.

Ya Allah!
Turunkanlah rahmat ke atas ku ini.
Amin.
Ya rabbal alamin.

I ♥ Pink & Stars!